They are getting big

and it makes me sad. i should not go see newborn babies anymore. it only makes me want more and more and more.
whats that song?

they make me so happy

I went to see Jason Jr. yesterday and Maryjane is just awesome. she is amazing. I took some photos for them! At home, in tub no drugs. She pulled him out herself. I saw the video and bawled! MY HERO! I want another chance! 

hopefully, i get out of this baby needing phase. we are flying out tomorrow for Wyoming and I am sure it will be hell- so then perhaps I will stop yearning for another baby!
My kids kick ass baby!
XOXOOXOXOo